We are back in the mundane. Bill came down from his THC soda experience. He came out alright, we will see if there are any lingering effects. I recall my first experience with MDMA and that seemed to change my life. It was intense and powerful and over 40 years ago. I remember the situation precisely, though it may be rose colored eyeglasses with 20/20 hindsight.

It’s a day with gray clouds. Mike is supposed to come over tonight. I paid for his hybrid bed and it is scheduled to be delivered either today, tomorrow orr Friday. The latest word was tomorrow’s the day. Of course that is subject to change and in any event Mike will have to be there for the delivery since I will be at work. Mike will also have the cash to pay me back so that is nice.

I slept well again, yet kept waking up throughout the night, thinking it is time to get up and out of bed. This morning I was up about 10 minutes before the alarm and was out of the apartment about 15 minutes earlier than usual. Yancy was scheduled to be visiting the office as they do every two weeks. No one enjoys this, except for Yancy it seems.

Was Yancy one of those co-workers that Lex Luthor gave head to when he was working alongside me? He did like the brothers and Yancy is a brother. I suppose anything is possible though Jimmy Chile swears that Yancy is on meds which might explain a few things.

I received word that Kevin Wagner remembered me on the Classmates
Website for people trying to reconnect with people they had gone to school with. At one point I did want to reconnect with these classmates. Mainly from grammar school. I did reconnnect with my high school classmates and regretted that greatly.

I have searched for Kevin Wagner in the past since finding people on the internet was a thing. He never came up and my default setting for trying to find people that don’t turn up, is that the person is dead. I hoped that he wasn’t and that his Saddle Brook sweetheart, Ann, was not a widow. I somehow figured out that he moved to Florida and did occasional searches in Orlando for Kevin, but nothing ever came up and I held off doing an obituary search.

Will he find me? I don’t know. It’s been over 40 years since we last spoke. I disappointed him when I was outed. I was not sure on how he’d react so I opted not to tell him and eventually he found out. It was a bit like Ted Lasso when Colin came out and Issac was upset that Colin didn’t tell him. MY rationale was the same as Colin. I didn’t want to risk losing the friendship so I said nothing basically.

I am in a limbo of sorts at work. I am holding off on fulfilling requests and allowing Violeta to do some work, figure things out at her own level and pace.