Nothing is Wrong

Back at the fruit stand. The allergy attack lessened greatly around 8:30 last night, and I was able to sit with the window open next to me. The temperature dropped a bit, so that may have been the deciding factor.

I sit at the fruit stand listening to a playlist of the dB’s first 2 albums, Stands for Decibels and Repercussion. I do love these records, such great songs, and laden with memories. My dear friend Rita gave me Repercussion as a gift over 40 years ago, and I bought Stands for Decibels on my own. I used to be amusing with my imitation of Chris Stamey’s singing style, and I can still do it somewhat, but years of smoking have decreased my skill, and “a possible emphasis on emphysema has taken its toll,” he joked.

Years ago, I ran into Peter Holsapple on the PATH train as he was headed to work at a record store at 23rd and 3rd called Music Maze. I regarded Peter Holsapple as a rock star, though I did not know Peter was struggling with the bottle. I do not think he would recall meeting me or the discussions we would have at Music Maze. Drew Wheeler was a friend of Peter’s and a rock & roll writer.

I saw Peter Holsapple a few times when the dB’s were in limbo, at Folk City mainly, where Peter sang ‘Elvis, what happened?’ I was smitten, and most of my friends were on board with the North Carolina rock & rollers.

I also saw Chris Stamey a number of times, much more than I saw Peter Holsapple. One evening springs to mind, it must’ve been around the holidays of 1986. My friend Martha Keavney came over to my apartment with mushrooms, which we devoured. While waiting for the kick to occur, my brother, Frank, called, telling me of his fight with our parents. It was not good, and when the phone call ended, the mushrooms started to take off, and it promised to be a not-so-good situation.

I gave Martha some money to run down the block and get a bottle of Absolut, knowing that alcohol could counteract a bad psychedelic experience. It did the job, and Martha and I wound up at Maxwell’s for a holiday party featuring Chris Stamey, who was god-like that night due to the mushrooms and my staring at the Christmas tree for most of the night. There were a lot of mushrooms going around Maxwell’s during that time.

My dear friend Jane played with Stamey a number of times, and I would go to see Jane rather than go to see Stamey. The last time I saw Jane with Stamey, a mutual friend mentioned that she wondered if Chris Stamey was on the spectrum. It could explain quite a bit.

There was the one I called the DNA Cup previously. I found him to be a pain in the ass. Another mutual friend listened as I wondered what his problem was, so grouchy all the time. The mutual friend remarked that maybe DNA Cup was homophobic. I mentioned this to another mutual friend who, in turn, told DNA Cup, who phoned me up quite irate, explaining he has many homosexual friends.

There was an attempt in the early 1980s, when my brother Frank and I went to the Peppermint Lounge on 45th Street to see the dB’s. Earlier that day, I had bought some sensimillia and was told by the Rasta not to smoke it like it was regular weed; it was quite potent. I, being me, did not heed the Rasta advice and smoked it as I usually did, or do.

By the time Frank and I were at the Peppermint Lounge, I was waylaid by a splitting headache and could only sit by the bar with my head in my hands. I never did see the dB’s that night. Years later, a few decades later, actually, I did see the dB’s live in Hoboken at the Art & Music Festival. There they were, the songs were great, but they had zero stage presence. All that time for nothing.

But here I am, years later, listening to their first 2 albums, which are still classic.

March 11, 2026

Amazon delivery leaves packages on the first flight of steps, which is a hazard when going down a stairway. Then somebody leaves a doorstop by the door, which has the door open 6 inches, which is quite a stupid way to start my day, on top of my allergies attacking.

And those allergies are kicking my ass. Woke up at 6:25, so incredibly weak after a fitful night. I was so weak, and it was so dark out that I immediately sat down and sent an email to the fruit stand superiors that I would not be coming in today.

When I’m in my apartment, and the window is open, it’s really bad. Right now. I am on the street, and it is not bad at all. I am thinking that the level of pollen rises up to the fifth floor, whereas on the street, it’s not as bad. I can see buds on the trees coming forth due to the suddenly warm temperatures. Maybe my body would be better acclimated if things were ‘normal,’ but I do not think we will be ‘normal’ again.

I have just opened the window, so we shall see if that theory about pollen levels on the fifth floor is true. Odder things have happened. I walked to the big supermarket to buy tissues, Benadryl, and some other things. As I walked, I was talking to Mike on the phone. Mike was surprised that I was walking and talking on the phone since that is something I am not fond of doing.

Mike said that his beloved is feeling very much the same way as I am with allergies in Northern California, as well as Mike’s ‘Pops’ in the Bronx. We’re all in the same age group, all going through the same thing. I am thinking about taking a nap, but I am wary about any changes to my sleep schedule at night. I’m not sick, I don’t feel feverish, just a head full of mucus.

And with the window open for a few minutes, my right eye and behind it, start to react. Watery eyes and a runny nose. It is definitely a fifth floor thing. The window is closed, and the TV is on. Good Times. Bill naps as I type.

I will be going to work tomorrow, I’m certain of it. No unlimited sick days. It is all ‘Personal Time Off,’ and those days need to be earned. That means I will have to put in more time to get time off. Lex Luthor, the former coworker, an alcoholic on dialysis, mentioned that the agency that placed him & me at the fruit stand was compassionate enough to afford him extra sick days.

I’m sure this was before his alcoholism was revealed, that his water bottle did not contain water. The fruit stand let him go, and the agency will place him somewhere else. Whether or not his extra days off were true, I do not know.

He also told tales of blowing various coworkers at the fruit stand. That was an odd confession, not just to me, but Janis and Kimberley told me the stories they heard as well. Wednesday, March 11, 2026.