Tuesday, July 14. My niece Corinne was born in the 80’s on this day. I can’t really say what the exact year was but I got the date right thanks to social media reminders. It was my niece Kasey’s birthday the other day. I wished her a happy birthday from my file of birthday greetings and I will do the same for Corinne when I get home tonight.
Some families are closer than others. My family is not like that. Distance, time, and life keep us apart. Other families are not like that. They are tight and always in each other’s business. Bill’s family was like that, though the previous generation have faded away, as my family had.
We weren’t close and did not see much of each other. Sometimes, years had gone by. I have no recollection of most of my grandparents. My mother’s father stayed with us for a few days in 1973? 1974? It was around Th
anksgiving. He was an alcoholic and did not have much to do with me. I was assigned to watch him while everyone had their post dinner naps. I fixed him a cup of coffee which he filled with booze once my back was turned. Everyone thought it cute and funny. I was just glad I was not in trouble.
I don’t think my grandfather lasted much after that. A wake in the Bronx, a funeral in Valhalla Cemetary in Westchester. I know I have not gone there since then. I do not even go to the grave of my parents. Annemarie did and Brian has. Not me though. I usually only think of my mother anyhow. I have been driven past it more than I had ever visited.
Today is supposed to be the first day of yet another heat wave. I wore jeans today, though tomorrow I am certain I will be wearing shorts. Yancy will be here once again in the morning. I think he will have a few things to say regarding mistakes that I had made yesterday. Mistakes that were corrected in a minute or two after they were made but the whole rationale is that they should not have been made in the first place.
I tried to cover up and explain as things went on and I hoped that no one from my team took notice of it but the voice in the back of my head tells me, of course they know and I am in big trouble, in danger of losing my job which would be awful.
Now I keep my head down. I had a major request of a couple of dozen names and it was mainly all copying and pasting and that leaves no room for mistakes but knowing me I will always find a way to make a mistake.
I just finished listening to Pink Flag from Wire, a group that sort of resembles the Jack Chicks that I wrote about yesterday. I have to say the comment posted about yesterday’s post was a little bit better than the original post.
It is time to have lunch but I am not hungry. I ate because it was time to eat.
Then a two hour online class about sexual harrassment. Apparently, I’ve been doing it all wrong (insert rimshot) https://instantrimshot.com/
That’s about it. 105° is expected for tomorrow.
