I am back in the belly of the fruit stand on September 23rd 2026 a Wednesday. Slept fairly well last night. I was in an okay mood when I came home from work but it was a bit awkward with Mike. He was expecting me to be in a bad mood and I wasn’t in a bad mood, although I did ask him the night before to take his clothes and fold them up and last night he still had not done that so I was a bit annoyed at that. I don’t know what he does all day and I think it’s not much, he’s just lazy and in love with his phone and his followers.

Bill is still on the road somewhere in New England; he might be coming back sooner due to or nor’easter which is scheduled to be headed in his direction being in the Northeast and all. And the goddamned autumn is in the air. Everything’s a bit cool, perhaps a little too cool. I did not need the air conditioner last night, that’s how cool it was. Perhaps I will be putting it away sooner rather than later.

Yesterday we had a children’s entertainer visiting the fruit stand which would have meant something if I was a child or had a child but I don’t have either. Somebody asked me if I recognized her and I said no she was just like any other chick on the street she wasn’t in costume but to her credit she stands against the genocide going on in Gaza.

Yancy is on his way up which could be helpful and could be (adoring) annoying.
Not annoying but helpful. And so (much harming Some somewhat heart) charming.

I had to deal with someone named Naomi which made me think of Naomi Pitcairn. A friend of my friends went to a toothpaste school in upstate New York with her. Whereas these friends liked me Naomi made sure that I would never be comfortable in her presence. She’s a rich girl from I believe Mayflower stock.

She decided to make a living working on billboards high up above highways and streets and buildings. She did not like me at all and it was almost like a George Costanza moment for me, the more she didn’t like me the more I tried to get her to like me Eventually I gave up and viewed her with disdain as much disdain as she had for me I reflected back in her Puritan face.

I had a dream involving Kartha Meavney this morning before I woke up. Some of those toothpaste bad students grad students were trying to help Kartha out with a play (but they’re not that what happened) I wouldn’t know but it was awkward for most everyone in the dream including myself

And I did sleep quite well last night. So much so that I did not want to get out of bed this morning but knew that I had to. And it came in handy since Kimberly and Violet are not in the office today leaving Janis,Yancy and myself to (command the Lord’s) man the boards.

Dictation is for the birds

I was just behaving like everyone else looking at my phone swelling into the feed on the social media. And after a few minutes I just said ‘ugh such horribleness’. And that’s all it really is just bad news after bad news after bad news with a picture of a baby or kitten and then more bad news

At the belly of the fruit stand I found myself talking to a few employees at different times about how horrible smartphones are and how addicted people are to them. They’re certainly not making anyone smarter myself included

I am in the concrete Park once again with some of the same people that have been here for the past couple of days we all have our routines that occur after 1:00 p.m.

The sun has come in and gone out a few times and right now it is in or out in other words I’m sitting in the sun and I probably should not

Bill is driving around somewhere and I called Mike and got his (wife now) voicemail.

Back in the belly of the fruit stand. Day two. I seem to be doing all right, Yancy has been complimentary so that’s something. It’s been a busy day and I have a meeting with my counselor at 3:00 despite it being a busy day.

Last Friday she had a meeting at 12:00 considering things that do not concern me. But I had to attend today. I might ask the counselor if I’m in the middle of something. Do I have to stop it I’m doing to attend a meeting that I have nothing to do with?

Last night was chill, Mike was happy that I was in a good mood and I was happy that I was in a good one. He brought some (air he wants some air the awesome air awesome) autumn. Jesus Christ this dictation sucks. But still it counts as a (workout so) word count.

Perhaps it’s the prosthetics that prevent me from speaking clearly. From where I was sitting I was feeling some water flying through the air like a mist. I got up and moved to where I thought it would be less turned out to be more so I turned around and sat (so) where I was sitting.

So there is an online group a4a that I communicate in. Not looking for anything just chatting but you never know right? I (love pretty clear and I) am pretty clear on what I am interested in, cigars and men that smoke cigars and I even say if you don’t smoke cigars we should move on.

There’s one guy who is so proud of the fact that he does not read profiles which are designed to not waste time but he seems to be designed to waste time.

It’s not a major thing but obviously it has gotten underneath my skin I did block him and then unblock him cuz I wanted to see what his reaction was and part of me really wants to see what his reaction is now since I have not looked at it in about 20 minutes but I should know better and not.

It is Tuesday September 22nd. My brother posted a recognition of my father passing away in 1999 yesterday on September 21st so many people offered sympathy and prayers I did not on neither did my sister

I have my reasons I don’t know what hers are.

And I just got so close to checking out what this idiot had to say but then again am I an idiot for looking out for what an idiot have to say? More than likely yes

Almost three and a half hours left in the day of work. Right now I am one of many who sit and look at their phones but I am dictating and I think they are just reading.

Some anxiety is welling up inside of me I don’t know why probably because of the 3:00 meeting this will come inside with about 10 people arriving at my desk
I had Ted Lasso on the television last night which Mike sort of hate attention to sort of paid attention to but had his phone in his hand.

It was (finally my favorite episode it was) mainly my favorite episode or at least one of my favorite episodes regarding Colin coming out of the closet and Isaac having difficulty not with Colin coming out of the closet but with Colin not telling Isaac and they were best mates.