Back in the belly of the fruit stand. Day two. I seem to be doing all right, Yancy has been complimentary so that’s something. It’s been a busy day and I have a meeting with my counselor at 3:00 despite it being a busy day.

Last Friday she had a meeting at 12:00 considering things that do not concern me. But I had to attend today. I might ask the counselor if I’m in the middle of something. Do I have to stop it I’m doing to attend a meeting that I have nothing to do with?

Last night was chill, Mike was happy that I was in a good mood and I was happy that I was in a good one. He brought some (air he wants some air the awesome air awesome) autumn. Jesus Christ this dictation sucks. But still it counts as a (workout so) word count.

Perhaps it’s the prosthetics that prevent me from speaking clearly. From where I was sitting I was feeling some water flying through the air like a mist. I got up and moved to where I thought it would be less turned out to be more so I turned around and sat (so) where I was sitting.

So there is an online group a4a that I communicate in. Not looking for anything just chatting but you never know right? I (love pretty clear and I) am pretty clear on what I am interested in, cigars and men that smoke cigars and I even say if you don’t smoke cigars we should move on.

There’s one guy who is so proud of the fact that he does not read profiles which are designed to not waste time but he seems to be designed to waste time.

It’s not a major thing but obviously it has gotten underneath my skin I did block him and then unblock him cuz I wanted to see what his reaction was and part of me really wants to see what his reaction is now since I have not looked at it in about 20 minutes but I should know better and not.

It is Tuesday September 22nd. My brother posted a recognition of my father passing away in 1999 yesterday on September 21st so many people offered sympathy and prayers I did not on neither did my sister

I have my reasons I don’t know what hers are.

And I just got so close to checking out what this idiot had to say but then again am I an idiot for looking out for what an idiot have to say? More than likely yes

Almost three and a half hours left in the day of work. Right now I am one of many who sit and look at their phones but I am dictating and I think they are just reading.

Some anxiety is welling up inside of me I don’t know why probably because of the 3:00 meeting this will come inside with about 10 people arriving at my desk
I had Ted Lasso on the television last night which Mike sort of hate attention to sort of paid attention to but had his phone in his hand.

It was (finally my favorite episode it was) mainly my favorite episode or at least one of my favorite episodes regarding Colin coming out of the closet and Isaac having difficulty not with Colin coming out of the closet but with Colin not telling Isaac and they were best mates.