I suppose it was my own fault. I should have checked the calendar for today last night. Though, to be fair if I knew, my evening would have been filled with apprehension. I should have checked and saw that Yancy and his supervisor and his cohort would be visiting my fruit stand this morning.
Now that Marcus has gone their presence has been felt more and more. Apparently, Marcus used to run interference on behalf of Jimmy Santiago and myself. Now without Marcus, they have been more and more visible. And Jimmy Santiago is greatly annoyed by this turn of events.
On Monday, someone who never visits this fruit stand visited in the morning. On his way out he noticed a not very well done paint job and brought it up to the powers that be at his fruit stand, which caused one of those powers that be to reprimand Jimmy Santiago.
I admit I had noticed the bad paint job but for one thing I did not think it was a big deal. And unless one is looking directly at the wall no one would notice it. Most of the time, meaning 99% of the time people are staring at their devices in their hand and would not notice.
The visitor noticed and sounded the alarm. Now Jimmy Santiago is talking about heading out in a month. He’s been here for a few years and is starting to see where things might end up. That is distressing to me but I will have to adapt if that happens. I myself, am not looking to leave and once again they will have to kick me out, I’m not leaving voluntarily.
Yesterday was Rafe Dais’ birthday and I sent him a message. He was upset when I was let go. He did hook me up with some office items months before my abrupt departure so I bear no malice towards him. His kid though, is another story.
Things between Mike and myself are OK. Not where they used to be. I had reached out to him last night and got his voicemail and I did not leave a message. He plans on stopping by to give me the money I had loaned to his beloved Wade.
That was the straw that broke the camel’s back. Mike was tired of hearing me complain about it and hung up the phone in middle of the conversation which put an end to any conversation between us for a few days.
He may have spoken to Bill more than me during those days, which was fine by me.
I am so disappointed by the human race. The current situation in this country is awful. Even the liberal bubble in Hoboken is not so liberal anymore. As Mike told me a while ago, people hear that you live in Hoboken, they think you have money. Nevermind that folks like me moved here when it was cheaper. Nowadays it’s all expensive condos and what not. It started in the 1980’s and I suppose it has come to full fruition.
Mike made it to my office. He had a seltzer and some pretzels and also paid me the $40 that his beloved Wade owed me. I have doubts we will do that whole thing again but knowing myself I just might.
While Mike was hovering around my desk, I was playing Midnight Vultures by Beck. It’s possibly my favorite Beck album and I have happy memories about seeing Beck on Valentine’s Day with Julio back in 1999.
There is a song called ‘Broken Train’ and part of it reminded me of a song with a lyric ‘except for my shoes’. I wracked my brain trying to figure it out in my head. I don’t need a smartphone to occupy my thoughts, I can do that all by myself.
Back and forth I kept thinking ‘except for my shoes’. I also thought I would take the train to the Newport station in Jersey City since Hoboken trains were not operating and walked with Mike to the 14th Street station.
As luck would have it, when I got to the turnstile, a Hoboken train pulled in and I hopped onto it, telling Mike I would see him later. The doors closed and I saw Mike turning away from the turnstile. I wasn’t sure if he had the fare available but there was nothing I could do.
I got to Hoboken, still thinking ‘except for my shoes’. I walked past a building where I helped an elderly gent who asked me if I could move his groceries to his front step where he could carry from there. He wasn’t there tonight and I kept walking.
I picked up some shirts from Mona and came home and situated myself. I was going to look up ‘except for my shoes’ online when it revealed itself to me. It was a line from The Cars’ “Moving in Stereo” from their first album.
It’s an enjoyable part of having music constantly playing in my head, trying to figure out where that riff or lyric was from. It took a while, but I figured out where ‘except for my shoes’ came from.
Google Gemini Rock Critic rewrite
Here is your narrative reshaped as a piece of music criticism—drawing on the tradition of Lester Bangs and Greil Marcus, where the physical landscape of commuting and urban drift mirrors the interior landscape of record collecting and mental earworms.
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## The Ghost in the Machine: Transit, Synapses, and The Cars
There is a precise, maddening frequency at which pop music haunts the human brain. It doesn’t hit you when you’re staring into the algorithmic abyss of a smartphone—a device designed to outsource our inner monologues—but rather in the quiet, analog dead-time of an urban commute.
It started with “Broken Train,” a track whose rhythmic chug accidentally unlocked a phantom fragment from deep within the mental crate-digging stacks: four isolated words, stripped of their melody, looping on a relentless delay pedal in my mind:
> *”Except for my shoes.”*
In an age of instantaneous, context-destroying search engines, the true rock classicist refuses the quick fix. The thrill isn’t the data point; it’s the hunt. It’s letting the brain act as its own turntable, dragging the needle back across decades of groove memories while navigating the transit delays of Hudson County.
### The Commute as Echo Chamber
The detour felt poetic. With the Hoboken line down, the path diverted toward Jersey City’s Newport station—walking alongside my companion, Mike, toward 14th Street. The city presents its own polyrhythms: footfalls on concrete, the hum of subterranean electricity, the sudden break-beat of luck at the turnstile. A Hoboken train glides in just as I swipe. A quick word to Mike, a closing pneumatic door, and a split-second glimpse of him turning back—a classic, stark visual out of an auteur film frame, caught in the limbo of fare cards and timing. There’s a cold, detached realism to commuting that mirrors the very music I was trying to place.
Hoboken at night is a map of quiet ghosts. Passing the stoop where I once helped an old-timer hoist his groceries up to the threshold—he wasn’t there tonight, just the architecture holding the memory—and dropping by Mona’s to pick up a few shirts. All the while, that lyrical phantom kept rhythm with my stride: *Except for my shoes. Except for my shoes.*
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### The Revelation
The answer didn’t come from a server farm in Silicon Valley. It bubbled up organically, the way the best musical realizations do—spontaneously, triumphantly, just as I stepped through my own front door.
It was **The Cars**.
Specifically, “Moving in Stereo,” track eight on their timeless 1978 self-titled debut. Nestled inside Roy Thomas Baker’s lush, icy production and Greg Hawkes’ hypnotizing synth arpeggios, Benjamin Orr drops that cool, detached, art-school line:
> *”It’s all inside you / Anything goes / It’s all inside you / Except for your shoes.”*
*(My brain had swapped “your” for “my,” but the sonic DNA was unmistakable).*
That is the quiet magic of living with a constant, uninvited jukebox playing in your head. It turns the mundane geography of path trains, grocery stoops, and dry-cleaning runs into a detective story. We don’t need algorithms to keep us occupied. We just need a good ear, a long walk, and a four-decade-old New Wave masterpiece waiting to reveal itself on its own time.