Life Path 3
Expression 3
Soul Urge 11

These are my online numerology stats. I fell down a rabbit hole and probably had my data mined. I had nothing else to do. Mike naps on the couch. Bill is on the road. He just told me he will be gone for another 2 weeks, which does not make me happy. The payoff is good, so this is the sacrifice that must be made.

I can’t really say, but I am of the opinion that the play Bill was in over the summer hurt his finances. He was not on the road, so no money was coming in. And though the play did pay, he did not get paid until the very end, so that was about 3 weeks of no money coming in. I do not like Bill being on the road for so long in the winter.

We’re not getting any younger, and yes, Bill has years of experience, but there should be a point where if you have to work, it should be a little bit easier. I just wrote that and realized that not everyone has that option for an ‘easy’ job. I lucked out, that’s for sure. Not everyone has the same opportunity. And Bill loves doing what he does. I am weary of the stress and circumstances that may befall him.

It’s two days before I return to my own gig. It’s easy, not stressful at all. After two weeks off from work, there is that anxious feeling in my gut. And then I remind myself that it’s a good job for me, and I quietly decompress from the anxiety.

Mike is awake now. Looking at his laptop and more than likely engrossed in a chat room that revolves around cigars and the men that smoke ‘em. Since the room is 99% white, Mike is quite exotic and succumbs to the private whispers of cigar smoking men from around the world. I’ve been in the room in the past on the original website, which died along with Joe Whitaker, who created it.

A bloke from Europe started a new cigar men website, and Mike was quite resistant to it. That was before he had a laptop. It wasn’t working well with his Samsung phone. Now he is no longer resistant. I have popped up in the chat room, complimenting him and posting that I wish he were not so far away. Two feet away…

And the numeroilogy rabbit hole. It was free, so that made for a smooth fall down the rabbit hole. Those numbers mean that I am a good person or so it says. And I do try to be a good person. The sins are in the past.

The POSOTUS invaded Venezuela and kidnapped their President Maduro and his wife to be imprisoned in Brooklyn. Maduro was no saint, and now the standing of the United States on the world stage plummets even further. I find him so incredibly loathsome with absolutely no redeeming qualities whatsoever.