Monthly Archives: November 2025

C’est La Vie

I guess the holiday shopping season has started already because I just bought two items for the Toys for Tots campaign in the office. I got a remote control robot dog and a remote control triceratops. Both are a little over $20 together. I went to look for items for myself and saw those, and figured that it would be better off if I had the box next to my desk, which had been empty for the past couple of days, so I’m doing my bit

Last night was a mellow night at home, no complaints. Mike stated that he wants to take Bill and me out for a nice dinner, and the way of thanking us for all the things that we have done for him in the past year, I’m all for it, as is Bill. You just have to figure out where to go; will it be in Manhattan? Will it be in Hoboken?

It’s a cold, humid afternoon on the street outside my office building as I puff on the mini cigar.
It’s cold, but not that cold. People are dressed up like it’s February, and it most certainly is not. Trains were not crowded this morning, and the office is mostly empty once again on a Friday.

Bill is finishing his gig today and is headed back to the depot. Mike is at his crib getting ready for his gig. I am done with gigs until Monday. And that’s alright with me.

This morning, while sleeping, I had a vivid dream. An old friend, Steve Sapp, was at a party that many of the friends we had in common were at. I looked in the room where they all were and couldn’t make out any of them. But there was Steve with Frank Sinatra, who had placed a wooden matchstick in Steve’s belt loop and was about to set it on fire as a prank. Revenge for a prank Steve had played on Ol’ Blue Eyes previously.

It was the last dream I remembered before waking up from a good night’s sleep. The fruit stand was going to run out of milk, so I took it upon myself to get a quart, which took me out of the usual route to work. I walked down 13th Street, looking at the things I rarely see since I rarely walk down that street.

I did see the Quad Cinema, which I last visited in the 1980s. I think it was a Luis Buñuel film, but I could be mistaken. I do remember that it was a small theater with 3 other small screens. I did see Luis Buñuel’s The Milky Way at the Cinema Village in the 1980s, before that cinema was converted into 3 screens. I also saw Todd Browning’s Freaks even before seeing Bunuel.

Last night was a good phone call with Mike about theology and religion. He seems to be turning into an agnostic which I had to explain to him. Mike prefers the term ‘deconstructed Christian’ from a dude we both follow on the social medias. We made plans for him to come over early this morning and he was going to accompany me on my errands.

I texted soon after waking up and called him a few times to no avail. He wasn’t answering his phone. I went out and did my errands solo. I went to the dispensary on 15th Street in Hoboken to refill my gummy supply. The guy at the front door was too friendly, and it made for an awkward conversation.

I had my gummies in the online cart, but the door guy could not find it despite my telling him it would not be under the name on my ID. He eventually let me in, and said ‘Jesus’ loud enough for me to comment that people always get me & Jesus confused, and I ain’t him.

The sales bloke behind the counter could not find my online cart and asked when I placed the order. I told him last night, and he explained that the carts are wiped out overnight. I guess it made sense, but when I got home, I looked up my car,t and my order from last night was still there.

It was a disappointment since I usually enjoy the 5 minutes I spend in this dispensary.

It turned out Mike was sleeping and did not consider texting me to let me know that the plans we had made last night were not coming to fruition. That was annoying. When he did eventually call me, he was apologetic. I told him that it wasn’t cool to ghost me like that when all it would take was a text to clear the air.

It was all too similar to an earlier occurrence when the plans we had made were just ignored, and the reason was ludicrous. Things have gotten somewhat better. Last week he was here at my crib and slept for hours in bed as he was that tired. His body is accustomed to the 10:45 PM to 7:00 AM so his days are spent taking it down and trying to sleep during the day.

Last night, I signed off around 11:00 PM, whereas he stayed up unable to sleep in his apartment. I do plan on giving him the melatonin I do not take anymore with the advisory not to take it every night or in his case, every day.

A Town called Walker

A Town called Walker

A song by Tom Verlaine played in my head as I walked to the PATH train this morning.

November 13th, Thursday, crazy guy walking down the street in my direction, I’m out of the way of his eyeline, but you never know. I slept very well last night, very interesting dreams, specifically one where all of a sudden I was riding my bike in Liberty State Park on a path I’d never been on before and it was so spontaneous, I had nothing no gear no bike shorts no nothing as I drove or rode my bike on grounds that look salty as a dried out salt marshes.

The crazy guy who was shouting seems to have quieted down and is not walking in this direction after all, which is a good day.

I’m not used to waking up in the dark, but that’s how it was this morning, and it’s going to be like this until the spring, I suppose

Catholic school kids just walked by carrying signs and placards with regards to supporting immigrants. Certainly not my high school, I didn’t do anything like that. We were too isolated out with the suburbs in that regional high school of Paramus Catholic

So part of the things I had to do this morning was go to the other office, which is about a half mile away and I did just that on the way there stopped off at Cigarville on 14th Street picked up a tin of smokes that I usually do on Friday but I did it today since I was there even though I walk by it most mornings

Lately, throughout the day, I just look forward to going home and going to sleep. That’s an easy life, nothing too complicated

Bill is also in Manhattan, driving his bus, driving some plebs around, and we’re in the vicinity of each other, but did not connect like ships that pass in the morning

I got a new keyboard for my work computer at the fruit stand, and that was nice

Once again, there is a damp chill in the air sky was blue earlier, but now it’s just cloudy. Bill was adorably insufferable last night. We had a few laughs about it

Mike got himself a laptop, and he’s excited about it and Bill, who is helping him move furniture from Newark to Jersey City next week, will help set him up on it. I’m not sure if Mike is coming over this weekend. I have a feeling he is maybe he could just bring it over if we could set it up at the apartment.

I’m smoking my second mini cigar of the day. The first one I had walking back from the fruit stand half a mile away to where I am now, which is generally the same spot that I’ve had one day through Friday, weather permitting
I have no idea how to dress these days. You leave in the morning, and it’s one way, and just the afternoon is something else, but sitting on cold concrete is probably not the thing to do

I put in my PTO requests, which will give me 12 days off at the end of the year, weekends included. Those PTOs were approved, I just have to make it to them

I am really enjoying the book about The Cars. I think Bill Janovitz did a good job.

I am 63 years old, roughly the same age as my mother when she retired from HBJ

Thinking of how the friendship with Perry deteriorated, but put me on the path where I am today, working in the music biz, meeting fantastic people, if I were still friends with him, that probably would never have happened over 40 years ago