I am in that Limbo area. Purgatory. The Bardo. Looking for a new job while dreading having to start all over again at a new job. It usually crops up on a Monday and that is where I am right now. Bill has returned, and Mike is back in his crib.

Things are OK. They could always be better. I’ve been sleeping well since Bill has returned. Last night I had a dream where I was a Luigi Mangione type, then I was in a movie about Luigi Mangione starring Oscar Issac.

When I was the Luigi Mangione type I had started a fire, which was a fireball. I ran around shutting doors making sure that damage was minimal. I am pretty sure that the dream took place in a compilation of offices I had worked in. I was on the run and lucky that I had quite a few people helping me out.

Some people were not though. I was climbing trees in a very suburban area of Washington Heights, Inwood, or the other side of Lodi where I grew up. That is where I was climbing trees. I was grateful for the help I was getting and did go back to the scene of the crime.

There was an intermission when I had to go to the bathroom and was able to get back into the dream somewhat, but this time it was the same location but I was about to go on stage with a weird version of the Rolling Stones. I didn’t see their faces as we waited in a hallway to get on stage.

I think Oscar Issac was in that dream as well. There were still vestiges of the fireball dream but this seemed to be a reboot of sorts. I had seen a photograph of Oscar Issac and Pedro Pascal cuddling earlier in the day so that is probably where Oscar Issac came from.

Plus I noticed that Ex Machina was on TV though I did not watch it having seen it before. It’s a very good movie but I was not in the mood. I think Oscar Issac is very easy on the eyes. I do prefer him to Pedro Pascal, not to denigrate Pedro at all.

The spam calls are coming in this morning. Two calls in five minutes. Neither left a message. I called back both numbers, one replied the other did not. I told the one reply (who was in Virginia) to send me an email with the info and they haven’t yet. I doubt if they will.

So it’s a Monday which is a drag if you are working and even worse if you are not, and I am not.

I may have given up on the concept of doing a podcast or a series of YouTube videos. It’s been a while since I had even thought about it, and there was no support at all from anyone. By support, I also mean anyone that I talked to about this concept and there were no queries or input about it.

Maybe it is dead, maybe it isn’t. I am also beginning to realize that I will have to aim lower for the salary and jobs that I have been trying for. A bitter pill to swallow and I still resent the pieces of shit at Bratty McGrotty.